arrrrghhhhhh.,…insomniaaaaaa

it’s really a blue Monday for me today. have been sneezing non stop, geez…..it’s abit tee dusty in my office today, since they have been renovating some partitions in my office in the weekend. so today, when i step in office today, my nose can feel the difference…. how to not be, when you have a sensitive nose…sensitive sinus nose…
a colleague of mine, telling me that i should try the chinese medication…go for chinese treatment aka "sin seh"…. what they do is actually plucking out the worms out of your nose…am not sure how true is it, bt i think i need to consider…abit scared and gross thinking of it….ahahahaha
till then, i think i will suffer with the sinus nose 1st…..is there really worms in yr sinus nose??? scientifically, not!!! so how to prove this? experiencing this in person…aahahah, i might…we’ll see…

had taken sensitive nose medicine jus now, feeling abit drowsy and dizzy…had not been able to get good sleep lately, sleepless nite…i’m not sure why…
to say i am not tired, i am not..i am pretty tired…after taking exercises, i should be able to sleep as well,….but i’m not…i am sleepy when i am dozing off in the living room…but as when i drop myself on the bed, my eyes all awake…geez….am having insomnia already………………..
HELP~~~~~~

exam’s around the corner…Dec 4th that is….pressure is getting higher and higher…well, i guess it must be cus of the pressure…
having a change in the working environment, maybe am worrying….then again, never to give up so fast…..
learning is the way to upgrade oneself…..am taking up this challenge….

okay, wish me luck peepz…… lastly, am missing my lgc….cant wait to see him again coming diwali…..am always happy to have you around me…am happy to be yr darling….hugssssss

earth hour

this saturday’s gonna be the earth day….and would be the 2nd time joining it….and this time, with my sayang…hehe

happy happy happy…cannot wait for tomorrow….
going to see my sayang soon…. wuhoooo….anxious….can’t wait…

1st blog of the year

wow..this would be my very 1st blog this year, 2010. this year states a new year, with new year resolutions, new hopes, new love with the same love….hahhahahahaa
same old job, same old me…..well, it’s a pretty hot year this year……super duper hot…i am even sweating right now…so hot….

well well, what is it there for me this year? what do i want to do better? what would be my resolution?
1) to be me
2) to love my family, my notty bf…and to love myself
3) to love my frens….
4) to love my work, well, by only loving it i would be enjoying it…hahhha
5) to PASS my exam, last paper….pls pls plssssssssssssssss
6) to shed 5kgs…hahahha
7) to learn how to swim (ahem, **hint hint**)
8) to ride a bike (it’s been 3 years since the last time i ride one, duno if i can still ride it…lol)
9) to listen to more musics
10) to spend more time wiz my family
11) to spend more time wiz my tiger…wuhoooooo
12) to discipline myself for yoga practice, hiking, etc
13) to eat moderately
14) to see more news, be more alert on global news

hahhaha…seems like the list is never ending…kekeke…
it’s march 2010 now…it’s going to a 1 year anniversary for me and tiger…hahahaha….happynyaaaaaa
omg, time passes so fast…hehe…feels like i had just fallen in love with him yesterday….
been falling in love for him again and again, everyday….every minute, every second….hahahahaha
how silly i could be? am superbly in love, that’s how silly i am…

headache, gonna go sleep now already…gdnite world…..
namo amitabha

to change or not to change

it’s tuesday today, as usual, it’s a hectic day at work….busy busy, duno wat i am doing…hahahaha….
hmmm, should i or should i now taking the maxis call plan? sigh…..

anyway, am going to bed early today….abit sleepy…gotta have enuf sleep for tomorrow’s work day…..
well, tomorrow’s gonna be my last day of work for this year….yay…..
get to see my bibi on thursday already looooo…wuhooooooo…..can’t wait….

to celebrate xmas together for the 1st time, it’s something that i’m anticipating……cheers~~~~

eclipse…..breaking dawn….

well, to start things off….it’s saturday today….been resting since yesterday, since it’s holiday here….awal muharam….hehe…get to get all the sleeps that i need…..
am going to kek lok si tomorrow, with mom and sis and bro……
it’s been a while since the last time we’ve taken mom for jalan jalan……gonna enjoy the family day tomorrow…would be better if bibi is around also…hehe

well, i have finally finished reading "eclipse"….good one, really….thumbs up to the stephenie meyer…..she has it perfectly written, i can say that it is better off reading the books than watching the movie…eventhough in the movie, we got to see the good looking edward and pretty bella, and not to forget the hunk jacob…haha…but in the movie, it seems incomplete…as they cant be having all the sequel to fit in a 2 hours movie….haha
but in the book, every single line, every single expression fits it all…together with ownself imagination, it’s a perfect movie of ourselves…hahahah
furthermore, the more that i read it, the more i am missing my tiger….hahahahahaa
every single word…every single romantic word i would say….reminds me of my "him"….

it’s nice to have someone to miss everyday…..to have that special someone lingering in and out of yr mind whole day, when u smile sheepishly with every thought of him…. and when your heart stops beating for a beat when his eye caught u looking at him, haha….
it would be best if i could see him everyday, to feel him beside me everyday…..well, i guess for now, it’s not possible….
I’ve been longing to see him everyday….and counting for those days…..

i could say that every day, every minute spent together with him is such special that i hold dearly in me…and that i hold treasure these special feelings until the very day i grow old, especially with my special tiger….
hehe….reading this eclipse really got all the romantic gooey in me coming out all again…hahahahaha….gonna go read all over again on the last sequel of twilight – breaking dawn…had read it before i read eclipse, good one also…the best of the best i would say……. gonna go read it again…haha…..am so addictive…..

well, can’t wait to see u this Christmas eve tiger….missing you dearly and love you alwayssssssssss

simple, short, new update…haha

wow…it has been since a month plus since i last blogged…..pity my tiger, got no update to read…haha…

boring life, stressing work….not being with tiger….superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr sien…..haha

 

erm, another 1 more month to go, and i have to get ready beady…..got to study real hard, and smart…….

reli got to get it pass this time…..

 

it’s raining now, and the gloomy weather is making me so so so sleepy now…haha…sien liao laaaa

no matter what, i have to tahan tahan, coffee coffeee…….

 

okiiii…gotta back to study alrady…..

:S

 

missing my tiger badly…

 

 

am still missing my tiger…haha

Saturday, 09/26

 

time flies…bibi’s fren, Lai’s daughter, Eva has already 3 months old…hehe……..gonna wait for the updated picture from him on Eva….he says she looked different ade..hehe…….

hmmm…boring saturday, as usual….sleep alot..hahhaaha

days are not the same without bibi by my side lei……..abit lost…..zombies…hahaha

 

am going out later to meety up wiz cheng and ling…long time haven meet up with ling already….sch frens….memorable days….

schooling days, where we do not have anything to worry…except studies and exam…ahahahahahah

sigh……the older we grew, the more responsibilities we are having…..

and i’m moving towards another point of my life whereby i want to be with my tiger until i grow old….

until all the skin on me sags…hahahaha….and with lines of wrinkles everywhere….hahahahahaaa

 

it’s going to be 5 months me and tiger together, and it’s been everyday that i look forward to seeing him…hugging him, kissing him….

and sigh…just being with him…..

keke…..just thinking of him also i will be very happy…..miss him so much lately, desperately want to have time pass quickly and then i would be able to see him end of Oct…hahahahahahhaah

 

a fren just called me up just now, telling me that there is a sale in sonali…hehe…an indian shop whereby they sells the indian clothing…

wanna get myself a pair of pretty and nice, erm…should be punjabi suit laa….can wear it more often…..would wanna get saree too…but i dun think i have the occasion laaa….

 

hmmm….now it’s 9.12pm, and my tiger’s still sleeping….it’s past the feeding time, and also past the bathing time already…

somore, it’s past the show time….and this tiger sleeping…need to discipline this tiger more…so he’ll be more punctual in timing….haahahahhaha

super syok sendiri la me….kekeekkkekek

sleeping so late, later cannot sleep at nite alrady looo…….

 

anyway, ling is coming to fetch me up….adios…